Friday, September 30, 2005

I feeling worst in the morning I got aching all over my body then I puke some greenish stuff out..then I force myself to sch..The worst thing I reach sch..all the pple asking is u got dengue etc..or u pregnant..In class I still got the feel of vomiting..Thank GOD finaLLY excuse from sport and wellness..today weather was like so hot...

Gabe even say I saw red spots on ur hand etc..he tell me the whole procedure of going hospital stuffs..he say he got dengue last yr..then he say b4 going to hospital must bathe first cause they won't allow the patient to bathe as they put the drip..Ah yo..PPLE i am not pregnant(I dun encourage premartial sex b4 marriage even there what feel cum I also won't do it) not dengue..jux gastric flu..

They mk me more sick..then after sw I asked bro for help I ask him acc me see doc ..I cannot go there alone..I feeling giddy..on the way there he got hold me abit to prevent I fall..the blazing hot sun mk my head spin..then after consult doc..he say I got no red spots at all but still got slight fever then stomach flu again..Total seeing doc fee I hv spent within 3 days already cost me $44..my goodness..Thank Bro..

I feel very sick no strength.. my fourth day..Sis and and bro keep her in prayer ba..(^^"

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Thursday, September 22, 2005

GOD really very gd to me..hahaha..I really got pray that me and him will not hv any grudges even we hv graduate..guess what he given me a testi lol.. Hurray ..finally costing ca2 over yeah so happy..I dislike integrated acc lol..very hard compare to ca1..I tell u my net profit is only same with jerry then others are all diff np..Then guess what ..after the ca paper my both cheek were so rosey red so embarassing lo..I also dun noe why..

Today at sw our class play ball game..my grp quite zai man got 2 guy leon and gabe lol..we keep scoring pts then got girls ernie nisa jill and isnarty quite outstanding player and others not bad too..If there girl netball competition I will ask them to join with me..hehehe I be the defender cause I lazy to run ..

Our cheerleading grp get cert on thur I think..my first time taking cert in front of the sch with my teammates I dun dare to look at them..feeling so embarass even jerry also know that..hahaha I got that thick skin look yet at times I will feel very shy de..

This week still not so bad quite fine..hopefully next coming week will be a blessing week..

Monday, September 19, 2005

Today meet up with fish they all..quite fun after all we laugh alot..even though nowaday life seem so busy with stuff but if u really spare the time chatting with frenz actually it is a great enjoyment too..

We went to rachel's hm to hv homemk moon cake and rojak wor..nowadays I really gain weight even same weight as fish my goodness..really no hope le..hahahha..going to exercise soon..always know how to say yet no action taken..

I feel dex parent was quite worry of dex's coming n'level exam..Boy really must buck up nv cum ite wor..really..study hard dun waste time at ite..Actually talking to fish they all are so much fun we will crack jokes and talk some nonsense hahaha..

I see poor cory dar today she work so hard ..I can see her tiring face..haiz ..really hope to share the work burden with her too..:(

Tomorrow end late so bored..nowadays seldom tk nap le..like not enough time to tk..feel like lifestyle changing bit by bit..I also changing???(^^""to be panda

Sunday, September 18, 2005

Today .. as usual wk up around 1oam hehehe..got help mummy do some ironing of uniforms.Yesterday I went bk for service..catching up with my spritual family .. I speak alot to miss lee..I find the solutions to my pro yet I not sure going to face or not..thinking thru

I realize that church got alot of potential leaders..Actually during cell grp I feel GOD spoke to me I will standby u ..I tell Miss lee then she also explain to me..Then true that GOD will nv fail me yet there times human really fail me..

Sometime pple will say me y u condemn guy pls ..I dun condemn them yet I feel there times they really hurt girls..abortion etc..There times I feel that guy will say I will wait for u and support u and give u ur needs etc..but those mention are nv last de ..so very hard to find true love (^^"
If there such person I think he surely attach le hahaha..so pls stop saying I condemn guy ..sound like I am a lesibian..my goodness

I brought a rose milk tea at watson very nice wor..$4.90 the smell is great..yummy hahaha

Friday, September 16, 2005

Guess what Bishan gotta second for cheerleading..yesterday was great ..we were so nervous and excited and once the result announced we shout and even hug each others..I feel so happy for the group..And really thank GOD that at the very last min I am able to learn the dance steps in a very short period of time..thank for the encouragement given by the group..The macpherson principal like quite poor thing giving speech every1 treated him invisible anyway that how those dumb schs function ba..so I will encourage pple to study hard and nv enter this dumb sch..but at macpherson there alot of guys than girl in bishan is opposite..over there their facilities is like much more newer then the students very noisy too ..bishan is really much more discipline..not blowing trumpet yet the fact..

I feel so disappointed with one frenz.. close to me but lack of understanding..don't know whether is the hurt I given..but he shld be happy rite now ba..I really quite piss off that day I really nv bring along my atm card that y I can't given him my acc no but he think I ab..then saying that I give all sorts of reason..that day really in the rush to meet fish they all..almost late already..Furthermore I really don't want to hurt him de but he will nv understand de..no need any elaborate..his attitude change towards me but also good la..Frankly speaking I think I also avoid meeting him le..maybe he will feel happier..but still my buddy when he in need but I think he still quite smart won't need any help de..

The last ca costing coming le..I hated integrated acc and job costing my goodness so difficult wor..but I very ungrateful man when t.s wanna teach me lol..I very disturbing yet he still patience toward every classmates hahaha he surely enter poly.

Monday, September 12, 2005

Yesterday we went to macpherson ite for the cheerleading practices..Yesterday is not a very gd day for me really blueee..so stress, there too many reasons behind it already but thank GOD others still care for me..At first in sch I still got speak to kevin and tan feeling slightly better..while talking jux wanna cry out .. feeling so emotional.. and got the urge to quit sch ..tan also say quit together but kevin say continue on.Overall in sch there so much things to cope furthermore teachers are rushing thru topics likewise competition this thur ..I am stuggling to juggle almost everything ..

Today gonna Miss lessons like a.l again to go machperson but I will be able to see fish..luckily fish study there.. he changed alot..he really a much better person.. I also speak to him alot lol..Actually we seldom speak that much when we see each other but yesterday was like not bad la lol..he our ning jia member wor..

Today practice will last till what time I also hv no ideas..oh dear..I really need more prayers and encouragement...

Sunday, September 11, 2005

Today sol2 is the last second lesson le gonna graduate soon ..don't know whether can move on to become a potential leader?I jux dun dare to think of that cause even my own household was not well dealt with and how can I hv babies to tk care..I jux depend on GOD timming ba..Today pastor he guan teach us for this lesson and guess what in Hong Kong there gangster who actually from a gangster reform to become a pastor ..they hv hidden talents de..I jux can't stop laughing thru out the whole lesson..

Today I search thru Bugis for the white pant for the coming cheerleading competition..at first wanna give up joining cheerleading cause I can find suitable white pants with reasonable price..I look very weak so easy give up rite..but I pick up my confidence and faith again ..praying GOD let me find ba..at the very last min I found it..DEAR thank muack..U are jux great with u around to acc me..miss u alot and can catch up with u..But I will always standby u de..need a listener I will be there for u lol..even we seldom meet up yet our bond are so strong ..Anyway I will pray tomorrow will be a pleasant day for u k..not a pressing day lol..

I feel bad that after sol2 I can't join Miss lee they all for lunch cause gonna fix the watch my mother brought for me in 2001 till now ..a 25hr watch I always wear lol..mean alot to me..Thank GOD is fixed..then I feel SO pumpkin today ..like dun noe how long did not shop le..so many changes in bugis..

I wanna shop orchard but ah dear shop till sianzzz...anyway going to busy for the coming week le..soon exam ah yo help help help (^^"

Saturday, September 10, 2005

On fri I attend the lamest camp ..I jux dislike it alot..guess what during the first round game is "Chain"I don't know other grp can finish up fast only our grp has to redo 3 times man..But I am glad I hv a very supportive and jux wanna hv fun grp..one thins bad is they keep communicate in malay..During this game u guess how many lame leaders aiming at us but not others

First day a girl lost a 3G phone then they conduct searching from lockers to dance room but I heard they find it at the boy toilet..The first nite very irritating go toilet also prohibited after the search is done..Then the Lu ask "bh are u able to convince ur grp to performance?"

The whole pro is like this..we having talent quest every grps hv to act 5min on whichever movie they hv chosen then my grp chosen austin power..then while we are rehearsing halfway thru then about times to bathe but jux happened that the girl hp lost..My grp say if they know the culprit jux gonna knock his or her head man..time wasted on searching then the leaders are so disorganise and ap too..as if they are stress we are not..then beevi felt cold in the audi so we wanted to go to the dance rm to get our sweater...guess what we approach 1 of the leader to bring us there but we are stop by lu to talk..he as"bh are u able to convince ur grp to perform?"He ask this because my grp very fed up and lost the mood to perform already after a tiring search..furthermore every1 jux agree that they dun wanna act ..then I said to Lu "we were so tired and not yet hv our bathe etc..further more 1 of the leader very arrogant when I shout can we bathe she jux ignore me..I jux dun noe y she in the commitee very lame rite..what kind of leadership is..act as if very professional etc..then Lu know soon he went in to the audi to approve those pple who not yet bathe to hv their shower..then bk to the leader going to bring us bk to dance rm jux disappear.. very ab rite..

Pple might think I am very ap and rude but I jux stating the fact ..imagine from 4 sth drage till 11- 12 sth not bathe..we can understand that every1 is nervous 4 the lost phone but y can't a leader speak or explain nicely to calm us down or jux speak to us nicely..I dun think some of them deserve our respect at all..

Worst inhuman torture on the second day is the uncut properly,unfresh, unwashed vegetable like carrot,lemon,chilli,bitter groud,what peppermint leaves were force into our mouth..I dun mind playing and be supportive unless those vegetables are well prepared but is like I see my grp members some wanted to puke jux imagine how awful the taste of unfresh vege..those leaders preparing will jux talk but nv care how we feel and jux giggle at how we suffer..very DUMB rite..I was so irritated jux wanna scold them but jux control and endure man.Got 1 more disgusting part is the water they given us are diry but insist us to drink..very freak rite..I shoot bk at 1 of them"Y don't u all dun try it urself"I reply I can even eat the whole carrot whatsoever ..I believe at hm they will wash the done the necessary peeling..vey ap rite then the Lu keep aiming me when I dun really swallow the carrot..then I quite ap to him too I say lu u dare to eat the bittergourd without puke I will do the same thing then he say I won't drop into ur trap..he also dun dare to eat..imagine how dirty those are..Actually I will be well manner to a person unless they speak properly but they are those dumbest pple..not encouraging at all then only know how to talk..

I feel the whole camp is not bonding but suffering..bond shit ..the leaders themselve also not close at all they jux clip around with those they like..luckily I got a very cooperative and fun grp..to mk me go on..Then when we are resting at the audi got 1 freak guy very ab keep disturing our rest..the nite b4 how can we hv a gd slp ..slping on the wooden floor with chatting sounds thru out the nite the walking sounds and stupid torch light shone on our face as if we are dead.. very disrespectful to us too..

I tell u this whole camp I jux give the sulky face dun even want to be friendly to those what so call very nice supportive leaders...all jux fake..actually not all only some black sheeps spoil the event..GOD bless me to graduate from this sch and dun suffer in this sch anymore...pple are jux too fake..I also know y pple quitted bl..cause of those BLACK SHEEPS!!!SO IRRITATING TO SEE THEIR FACE YET must endure...

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Surprising what I said to ling get and ans tonight..guess what..I wanted to eat pizzas then thinking about canadian but I dun noe the menu so I search the website for it..then I found thishttp://forums.keeptouch.net/showthread.php?t=13283

God has been a great blessing to their life.. they hv the best and happy moment with GOD along with them...Today I said to Ling.."hey u know what?pple feel that christian has alot of restrictions and can't get a pre-beliver as boyfriend wor..that y some pple may feel that why they so troublesome de..likewise parent will not allow their children baptise or become christian in case th the other partner is not a christian..so they rather be .... anyway there too much reasons le ba..lol.."There no offend ya lol..but I jux stating the facts as I encounter ..

Now think bk maybe GOD speaks to me when I am searching things ba..Maybe when I was searching things the ans will suddenly pop up..

I look thru that website I dun noe that they are chrsitian till I saw the lady janice baptise at the baptism pool..their wedding is jux cool..from italy go thailand..the weather during the honey moon was so good they are really bless man lol... Praise GOD !

Saturday, September 03, 2005

Today I received Miss Lee call..I feeling better after telling her everything..Thank GOD she there when I need her to be around..Then I really glad that I have a very supportive spiritual family..Today I slack till afternoon then go out till now then come bk..

I remember chatting with nanny..saying that staying out is better than staying at hm..In the past I will always go bk hm and sleep lol..Sleeping is my habit..even sometime outside with friends I also feel abit tired..

But I feel that I am drifting apart with certain friends..I think our thinking is getting more different..maybe I am really too straight le ba..I jux can't explain..I start to talk things out bit by bit but I can't really express myself..but gd at bullying some pple (^^")the way I talk at times can be so sacrastic man..but they jux nv blame me..why..they shld give me a gd scolding ba..next week tue is accounting ca2 then wed tax ca2..ah yo..times getting shorter..pple I know going ns again..again going to walk different path

I feel so disappointed with myself thinking of becoming air stewardness but I somehow given hope cause my frenz say that the risk the strict standard etc..can say I hv no look but my height still acceptable..actually I dun really know the criteria man..I wanna go abroad I want to see the world..maybe flying is the way to travel..especially japan and europe countries..If can't become a air steward maybe must save up alot to travel..I got alot of dreams lol..dun noe able to accomplish ma?dreams....dreams...maybe jux a dreams ba...

I contacted her already.. she feel guilty for not helping me when I need her so badly and at the crucial times..she say all the things I achieve is due to my preserverence but I am very grateful to her and I hv nv blame her..she bring my confidence bk at that times..she comfort me and teach me alot of impt moral values ba...I jux wanna say I miss u!!!lol..hopefully I can hv a longer holiday and less work so I can go and visit her...

I saw some of my juniors today..they are growing up le..staying alone preparing their o level etc..I miss the days in sec sch man...:(

Thursday, September 01, 2005

Hi Pple..U need a 56k modem..I brought it and used for jux a month and tk up the broadband plan..Furthermore the modem still new and well maintain..whoever interested price can be negotiate..my email is meifengoh@hotmail.com

Guess what...today we hv a reunion with qing yu hui zai ah ken with me xin ma rachel nanny..We hv our dinner together..a very very gd reunion ba..since so long..especially qing yu presence..He called me this morning then I did not get to ans yet thank GOD we get to meet again..We hv dinner at fork and spoon girl sitting 1 row then guy sitting opposite like going for match mk session lol..but our main focus still Super stars..I support kelly..ah yo the result out she was not the super star..but wei lian also not bad his songs are so touching..

Today I spent my day at toa payoh..at first having slight headache then got study abit for my test..then keep chatting with they all..jux feels so great..catching up with them is great!Guess what I saw puddle of blood outside the arcade..there a guy got beaten up..I nv saw the victim but a aunty trying to wipe off the blood..

Tomorrow will be another gathering ba..with nie they all..maybe this period of time is specially for me to catch up with them ba..I miss all my FRIENDS...

SimPly "bEe"

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